Wednesday 5 August 2009

i feel to blame

the conversations with the people who i am close too are becoming very difficult as i get closer to leaving. although they are excited for me i this big feeling in my stomach that im hurting them and leaving them behind. im so excited and determined to make the most of the time i have left. it just becomes very hard seeing the sadness in the eyes of the ones i hold closest.
1 week
not long at all
1 bloody week
i have never felt such fear mixed with excitement
its a cocktail of disalusioned feelings
and one i cant wash down.

'nuff love & respect

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